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Mon, 11 Apr 2005 17:14:09 GMT

-dies laughing-

found some old piccys

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 22:50:21 GMT

Now for the really old one that I found on my ancient buddy pic account

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 18:25:08 GMT

I need a ride to warped tour. Any volunteers?

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 19:49:32 GMT

How to make a Amba_Chan

Ingredients:

5 parts intelligence

3 parts silliness

3 parts leadership

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of lovability and enjoy!

Personality cocktail
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Your Heart is Black

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you are the "I hate you so bad" happy
bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your
not ashamed of it.

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MUAHAHAHAH! You are a dark and evilly evil person!
*throws confetti* May you prosper in your
mission to conquer the world! MUAHAHAH!

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Stolen from Amber

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 19:03:12 GMT

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 20:04:24 GMT

Happy late Birthday to Debbie

I'm sorry i didnt say it sooner

You're only sad and lonely and no one is impressed

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 20:04:03 GMT

Once upon a time, they called me the bleeder,
Swimmin' up this river, with sentimental fever,
But this ain't my first ride, it ain't my last try,
Got to keep movin' on,
If they catch me ever, they'll throw me back forever.

I guess I should be ashamed,
But I forget to be vain,
I did the best I could, I guess,
But everything just bleeds.
They say you're only sad and lonely,
and no one is impressed.

I sent it off in a letter, I need somethin' better,
Than a nail and a hammer to put me back together.
But this ain't my first ride, it ain't my last try,
Just got to keep a movin' on,
Got to keep this together, maybe next time is never.

I guess I should be ashamed,
But I forget to be vain,
I did the best I could, I guess,
But everything just bleeds.
They say you're only sad and lonely,
and no one is impressed.

Sometimes I must confess,
I do feel a little overdressed,
Sometimes it's hard to tell the wishing from the well,
Where you threw the penny and where it fell.

I guess I should be ashamed,
But I forget to be vain,
I did the best I could, I guess,
But everything just bleeds.

I guess I should be ashamed,
But I forget to be vain,
I did the best I could, I guess,
But everything just bleeds.
They say you're only sad and lonely,
And no one is impressed.

Sooo accurate

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 18:13:47 GMT

What do people really think about you? by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think	You're sleeping around
Strangers think	You're gay
Friends think	You need a fuck buddy

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Wed, 09 Jun 2004 17:45:35 GMT

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? If so what is it?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?

Fri, 14 May 2004 21:20:20 GMT

Ambers words of Advice for the Day:
Never let yourself love someone, you'll just have to watch them walk out of your life.

amba_chan's LiveJournal Slut Stats
The below percentages indicate what amba_chan has done with the 41 people on her friends list!

met

51.2%

hugged

48.8%

dated

12.2%

kissed

12.2%

seen topless

9.8%

seen naked

7.3%

phone sexed

9.8%

made out

9.8%

oral sex

7.3%

fucked

7.3%

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Sat, 27 Mar 2004 05:17:43 GMT

Awwww....Rays so cute when he sleeps, so innocent...for some reason I love him more right now than UI ever have......explain that...lol

BOBBY!

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 10:53:56 GMT

Bobby...where are you? I know you read this...what happened to you? You were supposed to come see me this month but I haven't heard from you in weeks....I hate it when i have to worry about you. (904)367-0393. please call me when you read this.

Sun, 02 Nov 2003 06:02:51 GMT

Loving This Guy

I don't know what to do
About this guy
I'm in love with him
And I don't know why
I knew at first
But now I'm lost
I'd do anything for him
No matter what the cost
I used to talk to him
Every single day
But now I'm lucky
If he even looks my way
I don't know what
I have done to him
Whatever it was I'm very sorry
And I won't do it again
Every time I think of him
I start to cry
People tell me to block him out
But I don't want to.. I'd rather die
I don't want to stop thinking of him
It hurts more that way
This is my first true love
I didn't know love could end this way

By:
Rebecca

Emptiness

Tue, 28 Oct 2003 16:31:03 GMT

My dog died last week......It still hasnt sunk in completely yet. I mean, she was my best friend, shes always been there, for the past almost 15 years shes been there, everyday....She was perfectly healthy too...She got a hold of some rat poison...I dont want to talk about it anymore..

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
amba_chan goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Your Mom.
_suicidal gives you 9 blue raspberry-flavoured gumdrops.
allblood_nroses gives you 4 red mint-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
ashe_corven tricks you! You lose 11 pieces of candy!
baka_samurai gives you 12 pink cherry-flavoured gummy bats.
cereliastears gives you 10 teal raspberry-flavoured wafers.
infamouzmami gives you 11 light yellow root beer-flavoured gummies.
koeyumexx gives you 16 dark green root beer-flavoured gummy worms.
rooraaah tricks you! You lose 4 pieces of candy!
silversilver gives you 4 purple grapefruit-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
vamploveskorn gives you 7 red passionfruit-flavoured gumdrops.
amba_chan ends up with 58 pieces of candy.
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I should have seen this coming

Sat, 18 Oct 2003 04:40:04 GMT

UncnsiousSuicide: ~pounce~
UncnsiousSuicide: WHITNEY
CrystalPenguin13: hi
UncnsiousSuicide: hi
CrystalPenguin13: yes that is my naqme
CrystalPenguin13: what do TOU want?
UncnsiousSuicide: i miss you
CrystalPenguin13: bul,l shiz
UncnsiousSuicide: im sorry if i made you mad or something, i guess ill go
CrystalPenguin13: hehe
CrystalPenguin13: dude im just masively tired
UncnsiousSuicide: oh
UncnsiousSuicide: um........guess what school i go to now, and it is not homeschool like i intended
CrystalPenguin13: cuz we had a game at scandalweed (even raulerson calls it that) and w havve compition tomorrow
CrystalPenguin13: where?
UncnsiousSuicide: just.....guess
CrystalPenguin13: mandarin
UncnsiousSuicide: wose
UncnsiousSuicide: worse*
CrystalPenguin13: ?
UncnsiousSuicide: ..............
CrystalPenguin13: doo tell
UncnsiousSuicide: i cant bring myself to type it, you have to ay it
UncnsiousSuicide: what is worse than mandarin?
CrystalPenguin13: bartram
UncnsiousSuicide: not thatfar out
UncnsiousSuicide: that far*
CrystalPenguin13: ok could u please tell me then?
CrystalPenguin13: i m about to go to bed
UncnsiousSuicide: englewood
CrystalPenguin13: me and meme were sooooo hjigh before the game n that kinda wore out
UncnsiousSuicide: lol
CrystalPenguin13: were taking jackie with us next week
UncnsiousSuicide: can i come?
CrystalPenguin13: she wants to try
CrystalPenguin13: no
CrystalPenguin13: you dont go to wolfson no more
UncnsiousSuicide: what, so now i am excluded?
CrystalPenguin13: and i'm sure as hell not leaving like a 1/2 mile radius just to get high
CrystalPenguin13: but for now i must bid you adieu
UncnsiousSuicide: wait
CrystalPenguin13: call is 9 am
UncnsiousSuicide: are you saying that because i dot go to wolfson anyway. i am just excluded from shit?
CrystalPenguin13: make it quick
UncnsiousSuicide: anymore*
CrystalPenguin13: no
UncnsiousSuicide: thats what you just said
CrystalPenguin13: o i didnt
UncnsiousSuicide: nevermind
UncnsiousSuicide: fuck it
CrystalPenguin13: i said im not leaving the immediatwe area of the school
UncnsiousSuicide: its not like im that far....nevermind
UncnsiousSuicide: go to bed
UncnsiousSuicide: you gotta get up early
CrystalPenguin13: baymeadows
CrystalPenguin13: fuck you
CrystalPenguin13 signed off at 12:34:42 AM.

I knew this would happen I knew they would forget about me eventually, I just didnt think it would happen this soon.

I stole this from my Lizzie

Fri, 17 Oct 2003 18:05:48 GMT

LAYER ONE
-- Name: Amber
-- Middle name: Nicole
-- Birth date: April 11, 1987
-- Birthplace: Jacksonville, FL
-- Current Location: Same place....blech
-- Eye Color: Brown.
-- Hair Color: reddish brown
-- Height: 5’7
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Aries
LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: Welsh, German, Irish, Native American
-- The shoes you wore today: barefoot
-- Your weakness: biting
-- Your fears: being alone
-- Your perfect pizza: Pepperoni
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Design Video games for a living

LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on IM: Jesus christ....
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Come on mom, 5 more minutes
-- Your best physical feature: eyes
-- Your most missed memory: dont miss any memories

LAYER FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: cherry coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Wendy's.
-- Single or group dates: depends
-- Adidas or Nike: payless
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: eeehhhhh, neither
-- Chocolate or vanilla: BOTH!
-- Cappuccino or coffee: BOTH!

LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: I just started again >_<
-- Cuss: Fuck yeah bitch
-- Sing: as log as no one is aorund
-- Take a shower everyday: absolutly
-- Do you think you've been in love: Actually, I dont THINK, I KNOW
-- Want to go to college: yeah..
-- Liked high school: Not at all
-- Want to get married: EEP, i dont know!
-- Believe in yourself: Hell yes i do, i am the most kick ass person you will ever meet!
-- Get motion sickness: not really
-- Think you're attractive: Yesh ma'am i sure do
-- Think you're a health freak: hell no
-- Get along with your parent(s): my mom
-- Like thunderstorms: biggest fantasy of mine (very few people will get that when they read it)
-- Play an instrument: percussion

LAYER SIX

In the past month...

-- Drank alcohol: Yes.
-- Smoked: Yes.
-- Done a drug? Yes..
-- Made Out: omg, yes
-- Gone on a date: yes
-- Gone to the mall?: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: not yet
-- Eaten sushi: eww, no
-- Been on stage: no.
-- Been dumped: no.
-- Gone skating: no.
-- Made homemade cookies: nopers
-- Gone skinny dipping: only in my wetdreams about william
-- Dyed your hair: oh god, if you even have to ask that you dont know me
-- Stolen anything: no.

LAYER SEVEN

Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: i plead the fifth
-- If so, was it mixed company: eh hem
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: I wish!!
-- Been caught "doing something": havent been caught
-- Been called a tease: oh boy.....absolutly
-- Gotten beaten up: not in a bad way
-- Shoplifted: no.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: hell no

LAYER EIGHT

-- Age you hope to be married: i dono
-- Numbers and Names of Children: EEEKK....kids....~shudders~
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: dream or nightmare?
-- How do you want to die: in my sleep.
-- Where you want to go to college: dono
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: alive
-- What country ----- Would you most like to visit: IRELAND!!!!!

LAYER NINE

In a guy/girl.. *BOY*

-- Best eye color? doesnt matter
-- Best hair color? anything unnatural, but black is best
-- Short or long hair: longish
-- Height: doesnt matter
-- Best weight: i dont care
-- Best articles of clothing: baggy clothes are awesome
-- Best first date location: movies i guess?
-- Best first kiss location: on the lips!!!(LOL)

LAYER TEN

-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 3
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
-- Number of CDs that I own: damned if i know
-- Number of piercing: 3 in each ear but plan on getting tounge lip and eyebrow (possibly others as well)
-- Number of tattoos: none yet
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? none that i know of
-- Number of scars on my body: old cutting scars
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: a lot

Thanks for the wonderful time-consumer Liz, i appreciated it, LMAO

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Fri, 17 Oct 2003 17:26:43 GMT

I need my William

Badly

Battleships confide in me and tell me where you are

Fri, 17 Oct 2003 12:20:48 GMT

~freaks out~ WILLIAM IS GOING TO BE HERE NEXT MONTH!!!!!!!! And my mother is letting him stay with us, well, in a way, we are all going to the Tampa area to see my moms boyfriend. (for those of you that dont know, William is my boyfriend). He is coming in town for Thanksgiving, and the timing could not be better, for I will be needing someone to take my mind off of killing Bobby around then.

Ok, I dont have much to say right now, the day has just begun...

Stole this from a random persons journal

Wed, 15 Oct 2003 18:25:53 GMT

<td bgcolor="#000000">Name:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">You will conquer:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">the United States of America (void in Tennessee).</td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Your title will be:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Imperator</td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">You will succeed by:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Cloning an army of pet rocks.</td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Your Enforcers will be:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">The Antarans (from Masters of Orion II).</td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">Your first act as ruler:</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">Spend 100,000 gold on a Phylactery and make yourself a Lich (undead live forever).</td></tr>

The World Is MINE! by Demonac

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You guys suck

Wed, 15 Oct 2003 16:51:19 GMT

I do not appreciate the threats being made against me by certain individuals, and you know who you are. Oh, and if anyone else has a problem with anything I do, just let me know now instead of being a whiny bitch about it and having your friends make empty threats. If there is an issue, just let me know.

Conscious self	Overall self

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Enneagram Test Results

Type 1	Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Type 2	Helpfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Type 3	Ambition	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Type 4	Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Type 6	Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%
Type 8	Hostility	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Type 9	Calmness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%

Your Conscious-Surface type is 6w5
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 5w6

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You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.

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(ummm.......)

This is dedicated to William

Wed, 15 Oct 2003 16:20:12 GMT

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me

Tue, 14 Oct 2003 17:18:42 GMT

OK, I guess it is time to explain the whole Wolfson/homeschool/englewood situation. I have some issues going on at Wolfson that I would rather not discuss here and now, but I guess if you really want to know you can ask me. Basically, I refuse to go back, and I thought I had talked my mom into putting me into homeschool and everything, but I guess it was all just my imagination, for she is suddenly against the idea. She understands me not wanting o go back to Wolfson, so instead of just putting me into homeschool, on Wednesday.......I am enroling in Englewood. To those of my friends that are blessed enough to not live in Jacksonville and do not knowwhat Englewood is, let me explain it. Ok...just think of it like this, think of the high school in all of the movies where drugs are frequent and are as easy to get as a drink of water. Think of the school where half of the population does not speak english....think of that and add the fights, add that Englewood has one of the highest drop out rates of high schools in Jax, add the people I dont like, and add the overpopulation, and that I where I will be tomorrow.

Someone shoot me, I'm not sure which school is worse.

On a lighter note, I do get my last day of freedom today. Me and ellice are going to five points and we are meeting up with her friend Will, and we are possibly meeting one of my friends as well. I'm realy excited, and I need to go get in the shower before ellice gets here, and if I have enough time, I might get to call William (YAY ^_^).

<3WILLIAM<3

peace out
Amba

Things I am no longer afraid to say

Tue, 14 Oct 2003 05:01:08 GMT

In the past couple of days I haven't had much to do except think, and this is what I have come up with. Some of these are purely random thoughts.

1. Exboyfriends are not always fun to deal with.
2. I am ALWAYS horny (and so is my friend).
3. I am the most kick ass person you will ever meet.
4. I am obsessed with Cradle of Filth.
5. My three best friends are William, Ellice, and Scott.
6. I am really glad that I do not have to go back to Wolfson (even though I am enrolling in Englewood Wednesday, dont ask...).
7. Mary, I'm sorry, but you drive me insane.
8. If a cat always lands on its feet, and buttered bread always lands butterside down, then what will happen if you tie a piece of buttered bread to the back of a cat and drop it?
9. My sister just turned 18, jesus christ...
10. I am a lot more beautiful than I give myself credit for, and if you don't like it or you don't agree, you can kiss my cute ass.
11. I am head over fucking heels for William, and I don't care who knows it.
12. James, if you are reading this, take the money you owe me a buy a clue, I don't want you anymore. And if you do not learn to keep your hands off of Ellice, I will cut them off. Get a clue moron!! She doesnt want you touching her!
13. Did french fries really come from france? And how come in England, they are not french fries at all, they are chips? And if they are chips in england and french fries here, then what are potato chips in england? (that one will make you think for a while)
14. People from NC have issues.....
15. North Dakota: 1 million people, 12 last names.

Gotta go to bed ill finish this later

Quizzes because im bored, but legit. entry underneath

Sun, 28 Sep 2003 04:36:23 GMT

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Sun, 28 Sep 2003 02:20:50 GMT

Ok, Im sorry for my extended leave of absence, i know i havent updated in a while, dont be too mad at me, lol. Ok, wow. So much has happened....I just dont even have the energy to update you all on the bullshit, so i guess I'll just go with what has happened in the past week or so.

My reputation has been trashed at school...and i dont know what to do to fix this new problem. Someone had taken the liberty of telling half the school that i had sex with mark, and thats not honestly the problem im having. The problem I am having is that rumors have a way of twisting themselves beyond reality or comprehension. The rumor has changed to; iI had sex with mark, secretly video-taped it, and now im blackmialing him with it. ANYBODY THAT REALLY KNOWS ME KNOWS THAT I WOULD NOT DO A THING LIKE THAT. But them again, all of these people that I thought were my friends all believe that im a slut. I AM not a slut......Fuck it, Im tired of defending myself....

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Your haiku:	these are purely random thoughts exboyfriends are not french fries really
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receives a lapdance from you	karmathedog
gets extra favors after the show	kokotypodemon
buys you a drink	wasabiguy
gets kicked out by the bouncer for licking the pole	i_love_blood
doesn't tip you at all,that fucker	bloody_kishses

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