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[11 Apr 2005|01:13pm] |
-dies laughing-
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[30 Jul 2004|02:25pm] |
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I need a ride to warped tour. Any volunteers?
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[02 Jul 2004|04:04pm] |
Happy late Birthday to Debbie
I'm sorry i didnt say it sooner
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| You're only sad and lonely and no one is impressed |
[02 Jul 2004|04:03pm] |
Once upon a time, they called me the bleeder,
Swimmin' up this river, with sentimental fever,
But this ain't my first ride, it ain't my last try,
Got to keep movin' on,
If they catch me ever, they'll throw me back forever.
I guess I should be ashamed,
But I forget to be vain,
I did the best I could, I guess,
But everything just bleeds.
They say you're only sad and lonely,
and no one is impressed.
I sent it off in a letter, I need somethin' better,
Than a nail and a hammer to put me back together.
But this ain't my first ride, it ain't my last try,
Just got to keep a movin' on,
Got to keep this together, maybe next time is never.
I guess I should be ashamed,
But I forget to be vain,
I did the best I could, I guess,
But everything just bleeds.
They say you're only sad and lonely,
and no one is impressed.
Sometimes I must confess,
I do feel a little overdressed,
Sometimes it's hard to tell the wishing from the well,
Where you threw the penny and where it fell.
I guess I should be ashamed,
But I forget to be vain,
I did the best I could, I guess,
But everything just bleeds.
I guess I should be ashamed,
But I forget to be vain,
I did the best I could, I guess,
But everything just bleeds.
They say you're only sad and lonely,
And no one is impressed.
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[09 Jun 2004|01:45pm] |
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? If so what is it?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?
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[14 May 2004|05:20pm] |
Ambers words of Advice for the Day:
Never let yourself love someone, you'll just have to watch them walk out of your life.
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[11 Apr 2004|11:16am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
How many of you remembered before this entry?
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[27 Mar 2004|12:13am] |
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Awwww....Rays so cute when he sleeps, so innocent...for some reason I love him more right now than UI ever have......explain that...lol
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| BOBBY! |
[13 Mar 2004|05:54am] |
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Bobby...where are you? I know you read this...what happened to you? You were supposed to come see me this month but I haven't heard from you in weeks....I hate it when i have to worry about you. (904)367-0393. please call me when you read this.
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[02 Nov 2003|01:00am] |
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Loving This Guy
I don't know what to do
About this guy
I'm in love with him
And I don't know why
I knew at first
But now I'm lost
I'd do anything for him
No matter what the cost
I used to talk to him
Every single day
But now I'm lucky
If he even looks my way
I don't know what
I have done to him
Whatever it was I'm very sorry
And I won't do it again
Every time I think of him
I start to cry
People tell me to block him out
But I don't want to.. I'd rather die
I don't want to stop thinking of him
It hurts more that way
This is my first true love
I didn't know love could end this way
By:
Rebecca
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[28 Oct 2003|11:19am] |
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My dog died last week......It still hasnt sunk in completely yet. I mean, she was my best friend, shes always been there, for the past almost 15 years shes been there, everyday....She was perfectly healthy too...She got a hold of some rat poison...I dont want to talk about it anymore..
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| I should have seen this coming |
[18 Oct 2003|12:37am] |
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UncnsiousSuicide: ~pounce~
UncnsiousSuicide: WHITNEY
CrystalPenguin13: hi
UncnsiousSuicide: hi
CrystalPenguin13: yes that is my naqme
CrystalPenguin13: what do TOU want?
UncnsiousSuicide: i miss you
CrystalPenguin13: bul,l shiz
UncnsiousSuicide: im sorry if i made you mad or something, i guess ill go
CrystalPenguin13: hehe
CrystalPenguin13: dude im just masively tired
UncnsiousSuicide: oh
UncnsiousSuicide: um........guess what school i go to now, and it is not homeschool like i intended
CrystalPenguin13: cuz we had a game at scandalweed (even raulerson calls it that) and w havve compition tomorrow
CrystalPenguin13: where?
UncnsiousSuicide: just.....guess
CrystalPenguin13: mandarin
UncnsiousSuicide: wose
UncnsiousSuicide: worse*
CrystalPenguin13: ?
UncnsiousSuicide: ..............
CrystalPenguin13: doo tell
UncnsiousSuicide: i cant bring myself to type it, you have to ay it
UncnsiousSuicide: what is worse than mandarin?
CrystalPenguin13: bartram
UncnsiousSuicide: not thatfar out
UncnsiousSuicide: that far*
CrystalPenguin13: ok could u please tell me then?
CrystalPenguin13: i m about to go to bed
UncnsiousSuicide: englewood
CrystalPenguin13: me and meme were sooooo hjigh before the game n that kinda wore out
UncnsiousSuicide: lol
CrystalPenguin13: were taking jackie with us next week
UncnsiousSuicide: can i come?
CrystalPenguin13: she wants to try
CrystalPenguin13: no
CrystalPenguin13: you dont go to wolfson no more
UncnsiousSuicide: what, so now i am excluded?
CrystalPenguin13: and i'm sure as hell not leaving like a 1/2 mile radius just to get high
CrystalPenguin13: but for now i must bid you adieu
UncnsiousSuicide: wait
CrystalPenguin13: call is 9 am
UncnsiousSuicide: are you saying that because i dot go to wolfson anyway. i am just excluded from shit?
CrystalPenguin13: make it quick
UncnsiousSuicide: anymore*
CrystalPenguin13: no
UncnsiousSuicide: thats what you just said
CrystalPenguin13: o i didnt
UncnsiousSuicide: nevermind
UncnsiousSuicide: fuck it
CrystalPenguin13: i said im not leaving the immediatwe area of the school
UncnsiousSuicide: its not like im that far....nevermind
UncnsiousSuicide: go to bed
UncnsiousSuicide: you gotta get up early
CrystalPenguin13: baymeadows
CrystalPenguin13: fuck you
CrystalPenguin13 signed off at 12:34:42 AM.
I knew this would happen I knew they would forget about me eventually, I just didnt think it would happen this soon.
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| I stole this from my Lizzie |
[17 Oct 2003|01:46pm] |
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LAYER ONE
-- Name: Amber
-- Middle name: Nicole
-- Birth date: April 11, 1987
-- Birthplace: Jacksonville, FL
-- Current Location: Same place....blech
-- Eye Color: Brown.
-- Hair Color: reddish brown
-- Height: 5’7
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Aries
LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: Welsh, German, Irish, Native American
-- The shoes you wore today: barefoot
-- Your weakness: biting
-- Your fears: being alone
-- Your perfect pizza: Pepperoni
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Design Video games for a living
LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on IM: Jesus christ....
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Come on mom, 5 more minutes
-- Your best physical feature: eyes
-- Your most missed memory: dont miss any memories
LAYER FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: cherry coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Wendy's.
-- Single or group dates: depends
-- Adidas or Nike: payless
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: eeehhhhh, neither
-- Chocolate or vanilla: BOTH!
-- Cappuccino or coffee: BOTH!
LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: I just started again >_<
-- Cuss: Fuck yeah bitch
-- Sing: as log as no one is aorund
-- Take a shower everyday: absolutly
-- Do you think you've been in love: Actually, I dont THINK, I KNOW
-- Want to go to college: yeah..
-- Liked high school: Not at all
-- Want to get married: EEP, i dont know!
-- Believe in yourself: Hell yes i do, i am the most kick ass person you will ever meet!
-- Get motion sickness: not really
-- Think you're attractive: Yesh ma'am i sure do
-- Think you're a health freak: hell no
-- Get along with your parent(s): my mom
-- Like thunderstorms: biggest fantasy of mine (very few people will get that when they read it)
-- Play an instrument: percussion
LAYER SIX
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Yes.
-- Smoked: Yes.
-- Done a drug? Yes..
-- Made Out: omg, yes
-- Gone on a date: yes
-- Gone to the mall?: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: not yet
-- Eaten sushi: eww, no
-- Been on stage: no.
-- Been dumped: no.
-- Gone skating: no.
-- Made homemade cookies: nopers
-- Gone skinny dipping: only in my wetdreams about william
-- Dyed your hair: oh god, if you even have to ask that you dont know me
-- Stolen anything: no.
LAYER SEVEN
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: i plead the fifth
-- If so, was it mixed company: eh hem
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: I wish!!
-- Been caught "doing something": havent been caught
-- Been called a tease: oh boy.....absolutly
-- Gotten beaten up: not in a bad way
-- Shoplifted: no.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: hell no
LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: i dono
-- Numbers and Names of Children: EEEKK....kids....~shudders~
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: dream or nightmare?
-- How do you want to die: in my sleep.
-- Where you want to go to college: dono
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: alive
-- What country ----- Would you most like to visit: IRELAND!!!!!
LAYER NINE
In a guy/girl.. *BOY*
-- Best eye color? doesnt matter
-- Best hair color? anything unnatural, but black is best
-- Short or long hair: longish
-- Height: doesnt matter
-- Best weight: i dont care
-- Best articles of clothing: baggy clothes are awesome
-- Best first date location: movies i guess?
-- Best first kiss location: on the lips!!!(LOL)
LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 3
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
-- Number of CDs that I own: damned if i know
-- Number of piercing: 3 in each ear but plan on getting tounge lip and eyebrow (possibly others as well)
-- Number of tattoos: none yet
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? none that i know of
-- Number of scars on my body: old cutting scars
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: a lot
Thanks for the wonderful time-consumer Liz, i appreciated it, LMAO
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[17 Oct 2003|08:07am] |
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~freaks out~ WILLIAM IS GOING TO BE HERE NEXT MONTH!!!!!!!! And my mother is letting him stay with us, well, in a way, we are all going to the Tampa area to see my moms boyfriend. (for those of you that dont know, William is my boyfriend). He is coming in town for Thanksgiving, and the timing could not be better, for I will be needing someone to take my mind off of killing Bobby around then.
Ok, I dont have much to say right now, the day has just begun...
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